lyricsThat there That's not me I go Where I please I walk through walls I float down the Liffey I'm not here I'm not here In a little while I'll be gone The moment's already passed Yeah, it's gone I'm not here I'm not here Strobe lights And blown speakers Fireworks And hurricanes I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here |
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this also song featured in the documentary 'meeting people is easy' a.k.a. 'how to disappear completely and never be found'
notes:Premiered in Los Angeles, USA, 01-04-1998. Dedicated to Nigel Godrich and all the bootleggers. played with Thom on acoustic guitar, Jonny on the Rhodes keyboard. Played live the song is about seven minutes long and was then dedicated to Nigel Godrich and all the bootleggers. this song also featured in the documentary 'meeting people is easy'.
Thom: "That song is about the whole period of time that OK Computer was happening. We did the Glastonbury Festival and this thing in Ireland. Something snapped in me. I just said, “That’s it. I can’t take it anymore.” And more than a year later, we were still on the road. I hadn’t had time to address things. The lyrics came from something Michael Stipe said to me. I rang him and said, “I cannot cope with this.” And he said, “Pull the shutters down and keep saying, “I’m not here, this is not happening.”
"When Jonny did the strings on “How to Disappear
Completely,” that was absolutely his thing. Nigel [co-producer
Godrich] helped him, and that was it. The rest of that
were not involved in that at all".
notes from ed's diary: phil
is presently putting down drums on 'how to disappear'
- we're doing a demo of the song to present the song to
an 'orchestral fella'. we've kind of shirked away from
strings in the past as they seem to have been recorded
in the same manner for the last 30 years (ever since the
beatles).(1-12-99)
more work on 'how to disappear'... after phil did his
drums last night, jonny came up with an outrageous martenot
part - multitracked it sounds like the string section
from mars. jonny has this uncanny ability to bring in
weird chords, that at first distract you but after a couple
of listens completely make sense...it's just a matter
of getting on his planet. brilliant. coz and i tied up
our respective bits and it's sounding fairly complete.
not bad for a demo. thom was immersed in protools/cubase
land in the other studio. the song now has a really strong
arrangement and the rhythm track is pumping (2-12-99)
so had what seemed like a pretty unfruitful day on 'how
to disappear'.......try and get it away from that band
thing with an acoustic guitar, which may have been alright
when we were making the bends, but let's face it has been
done to death by both us and every tom, dick and harry
guitar band. went down a few cul-de-sacs.........all part
of the process. today however has been a quite different
affair. still on the same song. jonny found the one chord
thing; it's to be played by the strings(to be recorded
soon).....thom has this evening just done a wonderful
vocal and the song is beginning to go another way. bad
day, good day, good cop, bad cop (25-01-00)
